The reinvented me

I am Eva R. Samillano and this is me and how I can reinvent myself. I am a typical person who experiencing the same as a normal teenager and a women. I have the same and different or unique attitude that other also may have. I am a type of person who have a strong personality inside but not outside because i believe strength is getting out in a right place and a right time. I am also a shy type person also a jealousy one, I don't know why but there some part of me that i get jealous every time I know in myself that I also deserve those things.

I am a type of person who wants a silence in life, i hate those because who are talkative, I hate shouting even I'm only in there side and most I hate when people disturbing me for example your doing your school works then somebody sit beside you then he/she starting to tell some weird and non sense story. I admit that there is a part of me makes me insecure to others, but I don't show it to others. And to take away this bad things or bad habits I have sometimes I just keep quit, think positive, make some solutions to irritating situation like if there someone talking while I'm busy I'm asking for a favor to keep silent and lets talk later after my work, or if the surroundings is noisy I find some place that is silent so I wont get angry.

I trying to cooperate in some activities and be productive so my attitude as a shy type could be less or I'm trying to talk to some looks friendly also I'm joining some organizations to escape. In my insecurity and being a jealous I'm trying to ignore it and find some things to make me calm and forget. We are not perfect were just humans who make mistakes in life and who have bad attitude but we can resolve it, just pray and wish that can god guide you and teach you for what is good and bad or sometimes you have to be patient for your turn. Actually you are only the one who can reinvent your self just think which is the best for you, and try to ignore and take away the bad influence.